hey ppl.i went 4 my 1st cds lesson today..
the subect is business chinese blah blah blah de..
i love the class alot la..4 jus 1 very simple reason..
cos is teaching abt chinese..lecturer teach using chinese..
ever since i enter poly..i completely lost touch with my chinese..
except 4 me reading chinese novel..been so long i attended a chinese lesson..
haha..was so excited..looking 4ward 4 the next lesson 2 cum..
1 wk only 1 tym..too little..haha..
well..another reason tt i lyk the class..is bcos i gt to know a cute guy 2day..
he was sitting bside me in class..haha..bt i 4get 2 ask him his name..
lol..i fa hua chi le..jk la..i lyk the class simply bcos i reali lyk chinese..
bt gt shuai ge 2 c oso nt bad de la..=)
after a long day of sch,me,hn n dg went vivo..plan 2 watch movie at 1st..bt timing nt gd..so we decide 2 go marque(spelled correctly??) 4 dinner..
the food is dann nice de..esp the strawberry cheesecake..oh man..delicious..oh ya..nt 4geting the calamari rings oso..haha..food makes me happy..bt is quite ex la..next tym when i'm rich..wil sure go there agn..


i'm in sch my sch library nw..
this morning wasnt a very gd start..
slept 2 late last nite..n i cant wake up 2day..
n den consequences is i was super late 4 my lesson..
so i didnt went in to the class..
i alr went to bed very early last night le..bt i jus cldnt slp..
hate it when i cant slp..argh...
in e end i miss my tut..dun lyk 2 b lyk tt..
ytd i went to amk hub to shop..alone..
very long didnt go shopping le..haha..bought 2 tops n a scheduler..=)
my next shopping place will be bugis..haha..anybody 1 go with me?? =P
looking forward 2 tml..gg 2 meet my long tym no c de steven san..
haha..steven san..i miss u!!!den fri meeting with ah jay..
super long didnt c him 2 le..lol..
i nd a job!!!!!! i desperately nd $$$..
haiz..i dun wan 2 leave my wkends so free..i wan 2 wrk!!!!


hw r u???
i'm missing u 2....


today..i went to the zoo zoo zoo.....how abt u u u..
haha..ya..i went to the zoo with fen and her friend n her friend de friend 2day..
fun..the last tym i went to zoo was lyk pri 6..dann long ago le la..
shall post up the pics when i'm free..
sumtym things jus wun go the way u expected it to be..


2day wasnt a very lucky day..i stil felt very depressed ine morning..bt at least i wake up without feeling very tire..cos i slept 2 early last night..hmm..think ard 8.30 ba..dann early rite..haha..is a very rare slping timing 4 me la..y did i say i was very lucky..cos i think 2day all my buses dun lyk me..they make me wait super long..esp the bus 69..i waited 4 almost 40 mins at bedok interchange..when i nd to rush 2 sch 4 my 9am lec...n there was a long long long qeuee lo..even the bus came after lyk 35 mins..i cldnt get on the bus s the bus was only a single decker..until 5 mins ltr,another double decker came n fetch me 2 sch..bt still i was late..very late..den after lec,i nd to take the same bus baq to tm to meet dg n hn..n this tym..i waited 25 mins..wa..dun noe wat wrong with 69 today..hopefully it wunt happen agn..
after sch 2day went out with hn,dg n xq..played pool,arcade,n went 4 drinking..hmm..i drank tequila 2day..pure 1..so very strong..bt i was nt drunk ok..haha..jus tt nw my throat feel very dry..gt to drink lots of water..
oh ya..i add my cds 2day..business chinese blah blah blah de..4get e full name liao..bt is something abt chinese..think i'm gg to lyk this cds..cos is chinese..haha..
ok..i'm gg to declare bankrupt here..my wallet only left with 10 bucks nw..n i stil gt like 6 days b4 my pay come..oh man..reali dun noe hw 2 survive thr this 6 days sia..hw hw hw??? i'm desperate 4 money nw..n to get money..i nd another job..the banquet 1 is very irregular..i dun get 2 wrk every wkends..n i dun noe hw long will i stay there..so i nd a job tt i can wrk every wkend to earn sum income..my sis isnt wrking nw 2..e more i haf 2 earn xtra..haiz..sian..$$$$ is jus so impt..pray tt i find a gd job very soon..


myself to blame..
felt so useless..
disappointing..
a mess..
no matter hw tough it is..
i'm gg thr it..
i wanted 2 b stronger..


yo yo yo..lol..haha..i'm dann high nw..
i had a super super fun day 2day..i reali enjoyed myself alot alot..
haha..shall share with ur wat i did 2day..
2day,i wake up at 11am in e morning(is considered early 4 a sun liao)=P
den me n sis went to meet fenru,meiqi,huijie,soon bock n jerome..n we head 2 ecp.
fenni join us ltr s she gt something on ealier..n..something funny happen..
since 2day is a sun,there is str bus 2 ecp 4 our convinent..bt we didnt take e bus b4,
we alight 2 stop earlier..n have 2 walk very far 2 the ac there 2 haf our lunch..haha..bt fn is even worst..she alight 4 stops earlier n she ran all e way to mac to find us..super rite she..haha..
after eating,we went cycling n skating..i nw can cycle quite well le..n i tried skating oso..noe abit liao..bt cos no more tym so cant continue..
after playing,we went to century square the foodcourt n eat after a very long time on deciding whr to eat..bt we end up in the foodcourt..lol..the guys was lyk,'we went all the way to tampines jus 2 eat the foodcourt'..lol..bt they jus say say only..didnt reali get irritated or wat..say truly,i pity the 3 guys 2day..cos we r throwing their face all the way..y??cos we r laughing n talking super loudly..n is in the public..haha..poor them..they have tp out on their earpluck n sit further away from us..bt....even they noe we r tis kind of pattern,they r still willing to go out with us..haha..they r still very good de..jus tt nt very gentleman only..well..think we cant expect too much from them..lyk tt is enough le..=)thxguys..
oh ya..n ytde 5 of us..me,my sis,hl,fn n qiqi start our 1st day of job at the merchant court hotel..wa..the ppl there r super de fierce n rules r super strict..the plates n bowl r super heavy too..i kp kena scolding lo..=( reali very tough compared to ton..ton is lyk heaven la..under comparing..bt..lucky i gt them with me..we will tell each other to jia you n hang on..n after wrk.we will complaine 2 each other hw much we suffer..lol...actually all of us had thought of quitting after ytd..bt in e end..everybody decided to hang on n stay there..we believe we can de...n we gt each other support..jia you!!!
reali very happy 2day..alot of ppl to thx..
thx qiqi,4 acc me cycle,n 1st tym we tok so much..n i reali lyk u..haha..
thx ru n ni 4 teaching me hw to skate..
thx ting,4 knowing me so well n giving in to us even though u r reali tire le..
thx the guys,4 ur patience n giving in..
i reali think ur r great friends..love ur so so much..ur made me 4get the unhappy thing,n let me enjoyed myself alot..i think i'm reali lucky..is so hard to find ppl lyk ur to laugh loudly,gossiping,sharing all the dui lian de things,making fun of each others n nt get angry,laming,sharing all the little things in life,encouraging each others,bear with each other bad pts..nthing means more than this friendship..n this friendship will kp on gg n gg..i believe so..n ximei i haven 4get u..i dun noe wat happen to u recently..bt u r still part of us..without u it will nvr b s fun..=)
i'm looking forward to the next outing le..=)

mayb we r jus nt fated..
i will jus learn to accept..


i tot today was gg to b another boring day..
bt a call fr hl changed my day..
at 1st we r planning to go jp,den walk back to the stadium 2 eat japan village,den find sb n jr play mj de..
bt cos sb n jr wanted go gym..we changed our plan n played in e afternoon instead..
after playing was lyk 5 plus le..so we decided 2 go jp eat..we ate pizza!!haha..yummy..=)
den we went to shop ard 4 our shoes n i saw a very very nice bag..once my pay cum out i'm gg to buy it..
after we r done shopping,we cum baq 2 pioneer mall 2 cut my hair..my hair is getting shorter n shorter..bt at least it is easier to manage..
thx gal..u made my day..=)




i knew u will reply me with this ans..
bt still i cant help feeling sad..
wat can i do??


eh??weird..i didnt sign in at all jus nw..n the com sign in automaticaLLY 4 me..
lol..well..was wrking these 2 days..at hv..
ytd,after wrk,hn n dg cum n find me..den we went to harry for a drink..
4get the name of the drink le..bt it was nice..lyk...strawberry ice blend..haha..
den 2day at 10 am sharp,i was sitting infront of the com..anxiously 1 to check my timetable n class..
the timetable was quite gd actually..every thu no nd go sch..which means i can wrk..den wed off early..which means i can wrk too..as 4 my class..i'm still T02..
all e 3 yrs in my poly life,i didnt change my class at all..cos is always T02..tis time i gt jo,bell with me..xq with cheryl..hn alone n dg alne..guess hn mus b dann sad la..bt bt bt...haha..due to a special case lyk me..i gt 1 module is same class s ning ning de..so i gt 2 go 3 diff classes tis sem lei..plus the extra module tt i haf 2 take..lol..
den by e tym i finish checking my timetable n kpo others ppl 1..it was alr 10.35am..so so so..i take cab dwn 2 wrk..sian la..reali very very broke nw..n ytd..i stupid stupid go buy 4 bottles of perfume..waste $$...sian....
aiya..suan le..$$ alr go out le..no use crying liao..
kk..tt all 4 2day..bb=)


went out to vivo with hn n dg today..
went to watch step up2..nice show..
a piece of gd news to share..all the 6 of us r selected 4 e new job le..
we wil b wrking tgt agn..=)


so much things 2 say here..been thinking am i wrong to leave ton jus lyk tt..all e 4 of us left tgt at 1 time..read yijie blog jus nw..noe tt tracy needed ppl 2 wrk anxiously nw..feel kind of bad when i read tt..feel tt is very irresponsible of us 2 leave jus lyk tt..weird..suddenly i'm feeling bad towards tracy..she is the person i dislike the most..but she was the 1 who nvr give us shifts in e 1st place..since she didnt nd us..den wat is wrong with us leaving jus lyk tt..even if we dun leave..i doubt she is gg to give us more shifts 2..wat e pts of staying there den..u dun lyk me n i dun lyk u..i'm nt a gd worker,neither do u is a gd supervisor..bt still i am very sry..after all..my irresponsible act still give ppl alot of trouble..haiz..i'm still so childish n bu dong shi..hate myself 4 being so..
tonkichi..start to miss wrking there..miss the ppl there..nw..i gt to find a new job,adapt to a new environment agn..haiz..i jus hate these..hate leaving a place with memories n hate
to start from scratch agn..
been rotting at hm these few days..very sian..bt dun feel lyk gg out oso..cos very broke..dun wan go out spend money..rather stay at hm n rot..gg ecp this cuming sun..hope everything is turning out fine..bt doubt so..think something will crop out in e middle den end up cannot go or it will nt be wat we plan 2 b lyk..timetable hasnt cum out yet..wonder hw will mine b lyk..i failed 6 modules altogether..i'm gg to repeat tt 6 modules plus another 5 tt i nd to take this sem..total 11..obviously i wont b able to squeeze all 11 in 1 sem..so it surely gonna drag 2 4.1..well..is my own doings..nthing to complained abt..i jus haf to make sure i finish e xtra 4.1 graduate..i keep telling myself this is wat i wan to do..i haf to graduate..i haf to..hope i reali do it this time..nt jus here toking rubbish..
this mornin i wake up crying..crying over wat i oso dun noe..i jus feel very sad..i jus lie on the bed n kp thinking..my thoughts r all u..u u n u..alot alot of feelings..bt i dun noe hw to write it down..is lyk a routine..i'm tire le..n i stil havent get used to it..cried n i fall asleep agn..by e time i wake up is alr 4pm..guess i'm a very gd sleeper huh..n nw..i cant slp le...haiz...sry 4 reading such a long post..


miss u miss u miss u


went out with muackies to celebrate fumei bday..
happy bday fumei..may all ur wishes cum true..=)
bt hong you wasnt there with us 2day..cos he gt duty 2 do..
hmm..without him..there is lesser fun..
tml..another free day..
free everyday..cos jobless..
hope i can get a job asap n go baq to my busy wrking life..
i nd the money..n i nd to busy...



miss u miss u miss u


Today,i went to quit tonkichi with qi,ru n ximei..
leave the place where i wrk 2 n a 1/2 yrs..
leave the place full of memories,laughter n tears..
bu she de..very bu she de..nearly cried when i say bye bye 2 the ppl there..
haiz..someday i will oso haf to leave there.. is jus a matter of time..r
thx 2 everyone i wrk with b4..the ppl i met there changed my life..
i will rmb ur 4ever..ton is part of my life,n i tae this part out from my life fr 2day onward..
2day e 4 of us plus fn n my sis went for an job interview at merchant court hotel..
hopefully they will hire all of us..reali hope so..*praying*
haiz..so sad nw...hope tml will b better day...



miss u miss u miss u...


心会不会有痛到死掉的一天?
我........真得很想你...
好希望我一直没有清醒的时候..
我讨厌清醒的自己..
讨厌你..


yo..i'm here to blog..1stly..i'm gg to blog abt happy things..i finally know how to cycle le..next time i can cycle with my friends le..i'm so so happy..i felt so proub of myself..hehe..i learned it in 1 hr plus lei..so li hai rite me..wahaha..i noe i'm very bu yao lian..nw i 1 2 give special thanks to koh li 4 teaching me so patiently..u r gd teacher man..haha..den thanks to hongda n huifen 4 all e encouragment..=)oh ya..i 4get to mention tt we went ECP today..counted s the last outing with hongda b4 he go in to army ba..tee dada..take care wor..all e best ar..n dun 4get to contact us when u cum out k..=)
the price to pay 4 the fun today is brusies n aching..oh man..my hand is suffering nw..n my butt..=( but nvm..i enjoyed myself today..nw my mind is al abt cycling..i wan 2 cycle!cyle!cycle! guess i'm crazy le..lol..
ok..nw abt sum nt so happy stuff..hmm..these few days happened quite alot of things..bcos of our own selfishness 2 haf our own fun..give so much trouble to other ppl..sry to all of them..k..shall stop here..


it wasnt a very gd day..


If a girl cries in front of
you, it
means that she couldn't take it
anymore...

If you take her hand, she would stay
with you for the rest of your life; if
you let her go, she couldn't go back
to being herself anymore...

A girl wont cry easily, Except in
front of the person who she love the
most, she becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily, only when she
loves you the most, she put down her
ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you
please hold her hands firmly, she's
the one who would stay with you for
the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,
please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of
your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,
when she cry bcoz of you, Look into
her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n
hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried wif pure
sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of
you?

She cry not because she is weak, She
cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry, Because crying silently is no
longer possible, the pain, hurt, n
agony have become too big a burden to
be kept inside...

Guys, Think about it...

If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And
all because of you, Its time to look
back on wat u have done, Only you will
know the answer to it.

Do consider it. Coz one day....

It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".



haha..gt this from friendster de bulletine..
hmmm..2day i went to mrs sim hse..(my primary sch chinese teachere)
miss her lots..last time we went is lyk 1 yr ago..
she didnt change much..stil s healthy..
we order kfc delievery n makan at her hse..
n we talk abt our old classmates..abt ourselves n blah blah blah..
she is the best teacher ever man..i will nvr 4get her..
den after tt went mcafe with kohli..
chit chatting..nice talking to her..she enlighten me ah..
lol..thx kohli=)
hmm..tee da da(fen,dun get angry with me caling him lyk tt hor)=P
gg army le..wish ya all e best..
been rotting at hm these few days..the time is jus sooooo hard to past la..
super super sian..
i wan wrk!!!! haha..crazy me..