i need money..
jia you huixian!!!


complicated


There's a limit to my patience
n i'm sick n tire of ur lies
dun expect me to trust ur words agn
i wont take this any longer..


this is the simple happiness i wan
if everyday i cld b so happy
i'm so in love with nail colours nwdays=)

cody's new book is out!!! yay!!!
i wanna read it!!!
will buy it immediately when my pay is out..hehe


DISSAPOINTING
i jus wan to hear from u
'sry, i will not do it agn le..'
n u dun noe hw 2 say it
it jus show how much u care


Money Money!!! i need more money!! i wanna earn more money!!!
i'm gg to work harder
cos i wan money!!
go go go!!!


met up with ning,bell,xq n dg..
long time since i last meet them
we spent hours updating each other=)



memories flow back when we r chatting today..
memories that r so sweet


i dyed my hair
but i dun like the colour=(
if i wake up with dry hair tml
i will kill myself for my stupidity!!




i want it black


finally the sun is out!!
haha..
i like peace..=)

i'm gg t work harder n earn more $$

hey muackies,heard me??
i miss ur!!!


celebrate xm bday ytd, din reali enjoyed myself like the way i always do with them
cos fr is stil angry with me
is up to her to forgive me anot
if she rather choose to lose a friend, den i can only scold myself for so stupid


i will care more abt other feelings from nw on,nt only abt myself..
wasnt gd at this at all..guess is tym to learn nw


i'm gone
right from this moment onwards


wrong means wrong
no excuses

i'm hurt, bcos i deserve it
u're hurt, bcos i cause it
nt fair..
u shldn't get hurt

selfish me do selfish things all the time

i'm sad bcos u din c the effort i've put in
i'm hurt bcos u dun c the changes i've made for ur
i cry bcos i've no ground to feel sad n hurt
i felt so weak
that's nt me
n i hate me being like this
but i beg cos i'm scare, the fear of losing this friendship make me willing to kneel down n beg
it doesnt matter it make me feel like loser
cos losing ur trust n love is a thousand times worse than that

i'm always doing this, always
tire of myself..


i'm gg to see how long can i survive


so i'm reali afraid of losing..
i wouldnt survive another fall


things go missing without your permission..
watever u r holding in ur hand this moment, may be gone the next sec
jus like a ballon escaping ur grip into the sky whr it wld never come back no matter hw loud u call for it..
be it hw close u r with some1, it will eventually bcum once upon a time
n the dearest calling turn into a sacarstic habit

changes make me felt powerless
changes make me felt lost
changes make me felt pain
changes that i couldnt undo
it jus take place on its own

i dun feel appreciated, or rather i mind that i dun make ppl felt appreciated..
well, is always the say say thing, n as ususal the do do thing is always missing..

i saw a gal mocking at herself in my mirror tonight
bt i dun know wat can i say 2 her
her laughter causes pain 2 my ears..
guess she is afraid that she wil lost her grip of the ballon in her hand..




part of me is dying
suddenly i hate hearing voices
all i want is the slient that kill


guess i shld get my pirority right..
i'm sry..

emptiness...
it sucks..
stay away from me!

Thanks 2 all the ppl who celebrated my bday with me last night..
i reali appreciate it alot..
=)


shutting down
i'm tire


last 2 days are bday celebration day!
the sumpats gang n setven celebrated my bday with me,
took 21 pics with 21 strangers in exchange 4 my presents,
dinner at pizza hut,
wear a tarzan looking crown, a miss 21st banner n holing a bouqet of paper tulips walking along orchard road,
k box-ing at cine,
n lastly, the surprise at my hse..
i'm touch, happy and thankful..
had a wonderful day with them..thanks gals=) i'm reali lucky to have ur..

n ytd, wetnt sentosa with muackies!!
they planned a 'survival course' for me..haha
but i'm reali proud that i completed the 12 missions..
but at the end of the day,i'm covered with baby powder, sand n eggs!
though is digusting n tiring, but i reali enjoyed myself..
thanks guys for putting in so much efforts in planning this for me,
ur never fail to amaze me..loves ya lots=) muacks!

lastly, i wanted to thanks all my friends for the presents n making my 21st a wonderful 1, reali glad to have ur to celebrate my bday with me..=)


sleeping late
waking up late
it has been like this for the past few days..
wat an unhealthy lifestyle
but well..i kinda enjoyed the quiteness of the nights
n it feels real gd to wake up at watever timing i wan...
haha

was feeling quite disappointed just nw..
bt i'm ok nw..
i shouldnt have expected 2 much afterall..
greediness make ppl unhappy..



2010 haf been great so far..
n i gt a feeling it is only gg to get better..
though time past, bt there's something that hasn't change
i still love u
but i'm over u cos i know u wun want me like i want u anymore..
memories stil s beautiful
nt meant to b forgotten but keep..
=)


I seriously enjoyed myself hell lots today!!!
Thanks to hui fen, koh li n hongda..
Thanks for coming to my hse specially for the surprise,
Thanks for putting in effort to make planning 4 my bday,
Thanks for the lovely presents, i reali like it alot=)
All in all, thanks for making today a fun day!
loves u guys lots=D


happy new year!!
2009 bcame a history when the clock strike 12 this morning..
it had been a tough year, a year that sucks
i'm force to grow in the yucky year, but i guess it was stil a lucky thing that the storm ended in 2009.
2010 is gg to be a new start, with a new me, n new hopes..
if there was anything that had made 2009 a great year,it was them...

To sumpats: Thanks for bringing tons of laughters n joy to my life, everything n everywhr is fun with ur ard..your had change those bad days into a great ones, thanks for lending me a great helping hand when during the bad times, thanks for nt giving me up even i wasn't a great friend,putting up with all my flaws, forgive me for all my faults, loving me for who i am,n all these reali mean alot.. many many thanks, many many loves from me 2 ur..n i will love ur more in 2010=)

To muackies: Guys, ur have been superly great! your never failed 2 make me laugh, it always fun to be with u guys even we r doing the stupidest thing, talking abt the lamest topic, is weird how comfortable i can be when i'm with ur..is werid how ur can cheer me up even i'm in my emo-iest mood..ur bring me warmth, surprises, joy n many many more..thanks for being there for me these years..ur had bcome an impt part of my life..without ur, my life wont been that 精彩..loves ur many many..n i hope our bonds will get stronger n stronger, n create more unforgetabble memory tgt in 2010=) muacks!!

To all my friends: Thanks for being my friend, thanks for sharing so many fun days with me, ur had bring colours to my black n white life..thank ur very much=D

lastly, thanks xiao mei, my life would be meaningless without u, my love for u have no word to express..thank god for bringing u into my life, u r the greatest sister ever, I LOVE U!!!! =)




2010 is gg to be a better year..cheers=)