sometimes i reali think that my dad is very very power
he nvr stop his ku kou po xin talk
n he can reali go on for hours..


i know this sounds bad
but i reali wish you would disappear from my life
i dun fucking care if you are dying or wat
the only reason why i'm putting up here with you and returning the lump sum of debts for u
it's bcos of my dad and this fucking house of yours.
we need a place to stay after all
why made me do this when i've gave u countless chances
i reali hate u and ur fucking lies
it's nt easy to go over my limit and me hating someone like tat is almost impossible
yet u did it
i couldn't bring myself to forgive you no matter how much i wish to
even knowing i will regret what i've said or do someday
i wish i cld at least pretend like i did


I freaking hate the mosquitoes!
they r giving me sleepless night and reddy hands n legs.argh!
if god would grant me 1 wish, i will wish for the mosquitoes to extinct.
beside these annoying insect, my life was as usual.
nthing much happen,work,slp,eat n eat..haha
but i have a new idol, cher. nvr know who she is till i watched burlesque.
her voice was so stunning, greatly in love with the songs she sang in the moive(you haven seen the last me & welcome to burlesque)
they are on the repeating mode these few days=)
burlesque was an amazing moive too, glad tt i watched it in the cinema n nt online
n it's totally worth of the 4hrs waiting time..
cny is coming, looking forward to eat gd food n spending all the america time with my sis..haha
after cny, it will be the exam period, i'm starting to feel the stress now, gonna do more preparation.


i'm falling apart
i don't know how to piece myself up agn
i've lost it
i need warmth,abudance of warmth to keep me gg
i felt terribly cold
i will pull myself up for the sake of dad n sis


well well well
it's middle of the night
yet i cant slp
cos i got to standby in case things turn bad
yea, they are quarrelling agn.=_=
so used to it alr, receiving calls from credit companies almost everyday
i wonder how many of these companies actually exsits,i alr lost count of all the ones tt i know, let alone the ones tt r stil under cover.
i wonder when will these end? when is she gg to stop?
how many times have i say i'm tire of all these, i'm numb alr..
it's so scary to watch u lie thr ur teeth everyday
so scary to learn the ugly truth of u from the others
i've been havin bad dreams every night recently
cant even escape from ur debts in my dreams..
reali is wtf
mayb i shld u thank u huh
if nt for u, i wun grow so much stronger..
despite of all the shit from u, i stil think i'm a lucky gal..
all will be over one day..


My 600th post and i turn 22nd today..
time flies..
21st was an average year, i'm glad i had pass it safely
I had my fair share of happiness and sorrows in the year
but i came thr it learning alot
turning 22nd i want to be more mature and sensible.
n most importantly, cherish what i have now and love my life
Thank you friends who had bring me fun n happiness,
Thanks for being there for me always, making me feel important and great.
guys, u know who u are and i really thank each n every one of your from the bottom of my heart.=)
Thank you papa mama, i nvr knew the greatness of u both when i'm young.
i might nt able to repay for the things that ur had given me,but i will learn to be a better daughter.
Thank you, seow hui ting. i guess the most luckiest thing in my life is to have you as my sister. lets grow old tgt and laugh at the silly things we had done when we are young den.


=D


sometimes it wasn't abt how much u put in..
it just dun quite equate with wat u receive back..
i wasn't asking for much, but this, is disappointing..


there's stil a ill hope in me that all will go back to be like the old days.


i dun wish to look into those eyes with hatred.


give me a break, will u?
i'm fucking tire


it wasn't a good day to end 2010.
for it hadn't been a gd yr either.
so i guess it's pretty reasonable.
2011, a new figure, a new yr..
i will make it a better yr..
so happy new year=)