i dun want to think abt the problems that haven happen
i dun want to dwell in the past either
i just want to live in the moment
and enjoy my life to the fullest.


whatever it is
there's no point crying over things i cant control
i had done all i can
and finally came to accept that there's nothing more i can do
so that's it
i'm freeing myself from all the troubles and never ending debts
since i won't be able to change either of your
i gave up and accept whatever shit from your
till i reach my limits, i will walk away without turning back.


sometimes, we quarrel with our love ones
sometimes, we blame them with this and that
and sometimes, they really disappoint us
but we forgive because deep down we know no one can ever replace them
so I will never never give them up unless they leave me.
=)


hang out with muackies ytd.
as usual it's a whole night of fun and laughter
i'm just so glad that i've met them
they are one of the most beautiful thing that happens in my life

happen to find my old dairies when i was searching for something just now
looking at the entries
i realised i had changed alot over the years
so do the ppl around me


I have found the peace within myself
no matter how hard life is
i'm not going to be put down.


looking at the blank space
i don know what to type
even there are million things going through my mind now
I'm sad.very sad
It's not abt how i will pull through this anymore
i know i will be fine after i wake up next morning
but at this moment, i'm feeling so helpless,
and i don't know what can i do make myself feel better
I couldn't decide anymore
my confidence is shaken
I wish i could hate you
now, i just wish that you are merely a stranger to me
when i'm doing my best to keep the family
you are stabbing me with your knife and watch me bleed
i wish i could ignore the pain









I want to go out there and let the rain hit me