Shared grief is half the sorrow, but when happiness is shared, it doubles.
I'm a stubborn person, emotionally stubborn. The thought of you being a passer by in my life sadden me. I wish there's something I could do to change this, but it is beyond my choice. I had to let go. Making peace with my loss and accept it. Rather focus on the little happiness in my daily life than to grief over the loss. It takes time and patience, eventually it will all be ok.


Finally I managed to sleep early last night. I was so exhausted. Haven't been sleeping well recently, tossing and turning on bed all night long is seriously no joke, especially when I have to wake up early the next day. No surprise that I fell sick. I need to go through several sleepless night till I start to stone before I could have a good sleep. It's a vicious cycle.
Someday, I'll move on from you. For now, I'll just have to get through the process. Though I wish it could be easier.


有些感情我会一直摆在心里，因为有些人我不想忘。不管时间过了多久，就算人事全非，
有些东西永远不会变。



爱成了无奈，
而无奈参杂了太多说不出的情绪，
我从来都不潇洒，现在我还放不下，
每一次的想念都会痛，痛得那么无能为力，
我想安安静静
就这样，到心不再痛为止。


失去的永远会是一道疤
留在心底隐隐作痛。






Similar dreams over and over.
I didn't know you went so deep into my life,
at times, I smiled at how I thought you would response to my words and actions,
and annoyed when sometimes I sounded just like you.
Even myself remind me of you.
I don't want to do anymore thinking,
I need to feel.





I miss you.
For all heartache and tears and sleepless night
missing you is the reason.





This thing just keep on going in my head, I keep questioning what has went wrong?
I blame myself for most of the part, because I could never blame you.
I used to wish you were me for a day, and you would know how I actually feel.


Her tears is the only thing you care about now,
and this thought is so damn painful.




If everything happens for a reason, then to been through me is for you to realise that she is actually the one you have been searching for. You know, I could picture in my mind how happy the 2 of you will be. I'm going to stay away, it's too hard to be anywhere near you right now, I just need to know that you are doing good.
You had me questioning myself.  Your change of heart within such a short period of time, was it because I hurt you too deep or you had long love her,or both?
I once said I would try to re-build our relationship again, but you won't be needing me anymore, doesn't matter if I need you anot. It's time I move on.


我们之间留了太多空白格。





Honestly, I don't know if I can let anyone else in anymore.



I get it, this is life. We lost, and we suffer. I tell myself that time heals, someday we will just move on to a new phase. That doesn't mean the pain just goes away. I don't know how to put my emotions into words. I'm happy for you, the rest don't matter anymore. Probably we will not cross path again, you have alighted yourself from my life, but I will remember everything that you have done for me.
Moving on ain't easy at all, sometimes I just want to stop trying but I know I've got to keep doing this over and over again in the future. so the only way to happiness is to keep fighting.


You took a little faith away from me.
Now, I just want to cry hard, cos I'm hurting like hell.


I miss you.